curtain up

alvin once said that the perfect guy for me would be a musician. he'd be tall, lanky, and have long hair (f4-ish, but way more classy), on the geeky side (with occassional glasses). he'd be a bit quiet but can talk to me freely, funny but sensitive, serious but not afraid to be silly, and would love me in his torpe way and not be afraid to fight me, with me, or for me.

and i found him.

his name's sena hidetoshi, a 24-year old japanese pianist. only downside is that he smokes, but that's forgiveable.

and he's also fictional.

i asked alvin: which would be healthier for me? to love my real men or the fictional ones? he said that at the rate i'm going, i'm better off with the fictional ones.

because they can't hurt me.

sena, lei, peter parker, chandler, kenshin, and raistlin.

they can't hurt me.

but when my real sena comes along... wish me luck.



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